9/29/2005

Bonus

While I was on the way to smoke outside during an interval after the second act of Teahouse, I glanced at a team who seemed to work on recording the play. All of sudden, one of those guys captured my attention, or saying in another way, my sharp eyes noticed him. Whoa! It’s him! My favorite film director Tian Zhuangzhuang !

“Tian Zhuangzhuang! Did you see him?� I asked my friend, trying to lower my voice. He couldn’t get what I said, “let me think what his film’s name…is Dalamu!� I was trying to think over something flattering in case I got a chance talk to him, at the same moment, he was just walking behind me.

However, he’d been talking to his co-workers in the interval of 15 minutes. what I did was looking at his receding figure and enduring “don’t be silly� from my friend.

P.S. Actually, I was thinking last night that I need to get my dvd Dalamu back while I was listening the soundtrack of this film. Once I mentioned Tian here . Update is I watched his Blue Kite.

9/18/2005

海上�明月

应个景儿 . . .

也是个传佳�的日�,下�这首白�诗是胡适在�年中秋写给陈衡哲的:

“多谢你殷勤好月,æ??起我过æ?¥å“€æ€¨ï¼Œè¿‡æ?¥æƒ…æ€?。我就å?ƒæ€?万想,直到月è?½å¤©æ˜Žï¼Œä¹Ÿç”˜å¿ƒæ„¿æ„?。怕明æœ?云密é?®å¤©ï¼Œé£Žç‹‚打屋,何处能寻你?行ä¹?å°šé¡»å?Šæ—¶ï¼Œä½•况事功ï¼?何况学问ï¼?â€?

胡适好几首诗都以 “多谢�二字起笔,让我想起以�喜欢的一首,也是“多谢�开头,��上�。

“多谢你能�,慰我山中寂寞,伴我看山看月,过神仙生活。 匆匆离别便�年,梦里说是相忆。 人�应该忘了,我如何忘得。�

原�这诗是给曹�声的,那么也附上�一首写给她的关于月夜的诗:

“�旧是月圆时,�旧是空山,�夜;我独自月下归�,这凄凉如何能解� 翠微山上的一阵�涛, 惊破了空山的寂�。山风�乱的窗纸上的�痕,��散我心头的人影。�

胡适家有�妻,因此留下“多少��。昨儿��夜起风了. . . 北京的秋真好,�那带�几分蚀骨销魂�味的凉�,是无论如何也无法消去的,这也算是“无法�的�事�。

中秋快��原本想放上邓丽�的“但愿人长久①�,还是“�完了这��说��

(照片明显是窃�的,�白为上)

①这首歌因王�的版本而�传,有机会���邓的�,声音真是澄净,�池中物�比

9/10/2005

谦虚

刚刚...

我 — 我带他去哪儿玩儿呢?

妈妈 — 去动物园�

我 — �还去动物园啊,我都�去�

这�怎么�都觉得有点儿别扭,言外之�似乎是“傻�都�去�,��现我的谦虚是真真儿的骨�里的...(��告诉我那其实�是谦虚)

9/8/2005

When Mao Met Monroe

Just got an email from a friend who works in a gallery. It’s an invitation to a new exhibition on Mao Zedong in pop art. I’d thought Mao was an outdated subject for contemporary art, seems not though. Things about him might be a classic topic already or simply for commercial benefits. To be honest, I don’t like this painting much. I can’t tell how interesting it is.

Look at picture, perhaps the relevant stuff behind are more interesting than painting itself. I would like to talk about it, and then realize there are only some scattered fragments in my head, so I should clear my mind first. I always think I lack logic (or it’s just about the knowledge). It’s difficult for me to make my thoughts run in a circle, especially a smooth circle free of rubbish, or pretty words who only confuse people.

Since Marilyn Monroe is in it, it's a chance to announce she is my favorite actress. When I was reading Jean Christophe, I imagined Sabine as her. Who is able to resist Monroe, no wonder Mao smiled. I asked my friend how much the painting is, he said he had no idea, but another one, which Sophia Loren is in it, has sold for 18000$. It used to say Chairman Mao lives forever in our hearts, but in today's Chinese society, apparently this man changes his mind, he prefers to stay with those charming women from all over the world.

9/7/2005

Long Vacation

“When you’re having bad luck, when you’re down, don’t worry. Just take a rest for a while, and treat it as a long vacation from god.� Senna said, who wanted to be a real pianist but with no confidence, Minami listened, who was kind of old to be a model and whose fiancé had disappeared on their wedding day.

—a scene in Japanese drama Long Vacation

Snowball just sent her new work (Pic1). I really admire her(maybe even kind of jealous), especially her natural appreciation of female beauty, and the way she can express this on canvas with the oil paints she loves so much. So many people have to search for their position and purpose, but this was never a problem for her. It's a gift, and a kind of good fortune.

At this moment, I’m doing a job I don’t like, or sort of hate. I tried to find something to do with art, it was too difficult though. But I need to move on, need to look on, because summer past, long vacation is over.

9/1/2005

Patience is a Virtue

â… Teahouse will Delay Opening

I started looking forward to this play when the promotional booklet said Teahouse would be performed in August, no specific date on it though. After that I went to the box office at the theater once and was told the play would be delayed till early September. It could be understandable, since some actors in Teahouse are famous and meantime they are respectively contracted to films or TV dramas so it’s difficult to gather them together.

Ok, I waited, until I went to buy tickets today. As I stepped into the Beijing People's Art Theatre, the advert board got my attention at once�they delay the play till the end of September! Damn it! I’m applying for the tourist visa to Japan so not sure if I am in Beijing during the October holiday. If I can get the visa, I’m going to leave for Tokyo as the schedule on 26th.

I want to complain, the question is how and where? I don't think anyone wants it to be delayed. According to the theater bosses, they would prefer that the actors didn't spend most of their time making TV dramas, but the fact is that stage plays don't attract huge audiences, and they can make much more money from film and television. As for actors, it’s an honor to be a part of the best-known theater in China, but they can’t get many chances to perform on stage although they’re better actors than others, so they need more chances to act. Plus it seems to be a mess in Chinese entertainment circle, so who knows what happens before all the staff come back for rehearsal, such as contract stuff or blah blah. Perhaps only audiences get good luck, especially some tourists in the October holiday.

I've been patient with putting on Teahouse so I hope I will have good luck (doesn't mean I don't want visa. I hope I can get it and there's no any important exhibitions in early October in Tokyo, then maybe I will change the schedule). I would not be upset if in case I couldn’t watch Teahouse this year, because I figure the theater will celebrate 100 years of Chinese stage play next year, ok, my patience is ready. BTW, apparently, a good actress will play my favorite role in Teahouse, it’s cool~~ the bad news is the ticket is 3 times more expensive than other plays, my budget won’t allow me to sit near the stage, I have to scream at my favorite actor instead of flying kiss.

â…¡ Line is Busy

Applying visa to Japan has to via agency. The girl told me my condition is kind of strange to her, because my guarantor and I are both freelancers, so we don’t have some relevant materials. She suggested I would better to call Japanese embassy directly to consult. Then I did after I dialed the phone again and again. Finally, I got the chance to ask my question. The woman on the phone was quite efficient, without “Can I help you?� or similar stuff, she just said one word “说!(Say it!)�, attractive voice!

â…¢ Where is Volumeâ…¡

Yu Hua published his new novel called Brothers . It’s almost ten years since he wrote his last novel. I read his many stories and essays months ago, which his literary language in it was not as charming as his To Live and sort of disappointed me. As a result, at beginning I was not going to buy his new work until I watched a preview of his interview on TV. His new novel seems to be a tear-gas one as To Live. My type! Then I bought it yesterday and finished it and got pissed off.

I think it’s a good novel compared to many popular Chinese novel nowadays. I’m glad he still writes with his northern-styled language although he was from southern city. Yu Hua kept the same humor as Chronicle of a Blood Merchant and the same suffering as To Live in Brothers. I like it, without tears dropping though.

But I don’t like the novel didn’t publish ALL. What I got is just the first part! I noticed there’s a tinyⅠbelow the title on the spine (even not on cover!) then I blamed myself for short sight. Today I went to the bookshop for volumeⅡ and was told second volume was not yet available.

Why? What I can think is it must be the publisher’s selling trick. If it is, I decide to buy pirated volumeⅡ to protest this behavior. Hope the pirated booksellers will hurry up, don’t challenge my patience.