4/27/2006

�心死了

下�裱绢,上一次�大概在若干年�。实在是��了这白绢的诱惑,而且比平时的绢�厚些,幅也宽一些,所以便超支地扯了这�布,也凭添了层�体�衣的烦�。

因为技术拙劣,竟然用上了钉枪,扣动“扳机�的快感在五分钟�就消失殆尽(��告诉SB我有一支枪,他的表情立马儿严肃起�,看他从此还敢�觑军人�弟),然�催促爸爸快一点,扯得�用力一些,�则无法��缩水�的绢在画框上能够一马平�。爸爸深悉我在技术问题上如果出了茬儿会如何地懊�(虽�至于将桌�掀翻,但把框�扔得八丈远倒是有的),所以尽力��,�光��,还�音,表示他使出了�奶的力气(的确,绢都被他扯破了),���笑他“是�是便秘�:P。

上框之�的绢真是漂亮,心想这么冰清玉�的东西除了�龙女和我之外�还�用—这么�心的�除了我之外�还会说。开始想应该��点什么为这份�心添砖加瓦,�是gloomy Sunday让人�得厌世�,我能�能画点儿什么让人厌食?

有一个è€?的香港武侠电影,忘记了å??字,å?ªè®°å¾—群星å?‚演和其中的一个情节:æŸ?匪å?—伤被俘,大侠命一男一女看管,无奈二人玩忽è?Œå®ˆï¼Œä¸€å‘³å?¿å?¿æˆ‘我,情è¯?绵绵,惹得此匪终于内伤å?‘作,气æ?¯å¥„奄,临终å‰?一å?¥â€œæˆ‘终于被æ?¶å¿ƒâ€˜æ­»äº†â€™â€?。

P.S.�添点儿�心 — 放上一张“武��的剧照,是�他的粉�时候画的,告诉世人“画家�是如何排�相�之苦的。

4/15/2006

Sleeping Children

Right now, I’m dreaming about making something to surprise myself.

I bought lots of Chinese papers last week, which generally most of them are pretty thin, so I need to put two or three pieces into one – it’s called tuo in Chinese. I enjoy working on that, although it costs much time and patience. Looking back, I’ve made 15 pieces of papers, each piece is 50cm*50cm.

Next, I had to process those raw papers with a kind of liquid, which mixed with the proper amount of water, alum and gelatin. Then, at last, I put them on the board while they were still wet. Done, except five of them need to be put the white shell powder as a base.

I might use 7 or 8 different kinds of papers. Some are rough, and some are smooth. Touching them, lightly, they’re just like sleeping children, lying there quietly. I don’t know if I should be careful, and more careful - I won’t come to feel like walking on the thin rice. But, I’m really afraid that one mistake will wake them up from their sweet sleep. I hope what I will do will only be the beautiful scenes in their dreams.

4/12/2006

Roots

…but I like to blur the boundaries between different periods of art. I'm trying to get back to artistic basics…

That’s something I wrote in the afternoon, partly true, partly it implied I’m bad at art history and I’m always on the starting line.

I was cleaning my room the other day and found a study I did of a root. I have no idea why I was so interested in drawing roots, and my friends were surprised why I spent so much time doing a study. Well, that’s my habit, I don’t enjoy most of Insho Domoto’s works, but he had the same habit, so I like him.

Sometimes I think my works are great, and sometimes I have to admit they’re just crap. but for those two, to be honest, to be objective, they’re simply good.

4/4/2006

Someone Who Shattered My Dreams of Becoming an Actress

A bunch of things need to be done…I just told my friend I couldn’t chat with her because I should advance, attack and defend until victory(I used to dream of being a soldier in my next life, but not in the PLA, their uniforms are too ugly. I might be the only person in my family who never wore that uniform).

So I came back to my room and was thinking about where to start work when the phone rang, telling me the DVDs I had ordered had just arrived. Finally found Teahouse after searching all over, online or offline. I couldn’t resist Yu Shizhi’s masterly performance, so I just abandoned work for the day. You have no idea how excited I feel when I hear HIS beautiful Beijing accent and watch every subtle expression and even his turning-around(I imitated him a long time ago when I saw it first, that's when I realized I would never be a performer). Without Yu Shizhi, Teahouse would never have become a brilliant play. After he left the stage, Teahouse was not Teahouse any more.

Sigh… but at least we had the best once, I guess we have to be glad of that…

4/3/2006

Kill Zombies

A few things annoyed me this morning, including my mum’s nagging. I couldn’t yell at her, so I killed zombies to improve my bad mood. Guess what, I killed 541 zombies! I broke the record (I'd have been able to kill even more if I hadn't been so excited about becoming famous, especially in the last minute), but didn't get to put my name on the high score table (why?!).

Good morning…