How long I have to suffer from insomnia. I wish I could fall asleep before midnight, it’s just a dream…I really don’t know how to get over insomnia, even if I take a prescription sleeping pill which used to work and have wine although I am so bad at drinking. I read boring thing to make me sleepy. When I turn off the light, I try to focus on my breath, but then I forget how to breathe…

I feel so awake when midnight comes. I don’t know what kind of animal I am. I will take another sleeping pill later, damn, how luxurious for me to have an appropriate sleep.

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Just watched this film. There's nothing left but the music in the ending, nothing left but a man always looks good in white shirt.

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